A Song for Beautiful Soul Fire by Velikorossiya, literature
Literature
A Song for Beautiful Soul Fire
When you're out on the road
in the world having fun
I'm at home all alone
with nothing but my mind
and my mouth left to run, an' I know
I can't say that I blame you,
my precious dear.
Nobody owns you,
certainly not with Satan here
I didn't drink last night
because you asked me not to
But I can't lie after work
I bought two hurricanes'n a hawaiian blue
Now I find myself sittin' here drinking beer, Leinenku's
Thinking Hel, I wish you well; I miss you
You're takin' your time and that's just fine,
I understand bun, we both got stuff to work through.
About the liquor don't worry I didn't drink it
They wasn't frozen so now they sittin' fre
This house is not a home
but a prison cell,
a private hell to
while away the hours
I try to eat but I can't,
I can't find the power
or the strength of will
As I fall and wilt
like a ring of flowers
Against the Altar of American Nationalism by Velikorossiya, literature
Literature
Against the Altar of American Nationalism
Cults, generally thought of either as relics of an age past or outliers on the fringe of society
Live in our minds as mere images of dark rooms and sacrifices
But there is in the United States a Cult, hundreds of years old
Alive and well today, lifted up by their litany of lies
This US Cult of Personality surrounding George Washington, burner of Native villages,
And to a lesser degree his apostles, the Founding Fathers
Alongside the likes of Abe Lincoln and, to some, JFK, both sainted by the bullet
This is perhaps the most successful personality cult of the modern age
This Cult sacrifices the working class of the nation, the faithful and unf
Why am I so angry? I don't mean to be
All I ever meant to do is love you
the way you once loved me
Sometimes I speak when my mind says nothing
I open my mouth and words spill out--
words I'd never meant to be
The fire you carry inside you constantly inspires me
I know you asked me once to describe you
and I've always shrunken at the possibility,
afraid as I am of failing to live up to your expectations
I'm writing you these lines, Haley
I can turn a phrase but I can't capture the way
you turn me with a glance or set me right with a word
how you're strikingly beautiful, whether you see it yourself or not,
day and night, to the point of being a
I know just because you kiss me
doesn’t mean we’re together again
I know we’re just friends
but damn, you look at me
and feel the need to say it
aloud and explicitly
like this fact of life is just something missin’ me
and damn…
It really takes out the wind in me,
I sit and I stew and struggle to breath,
what do I do, you’re not a part of me
but you might as well be.
How well we know each other.
Why we were best friends well before we were lovers
and I’m sorry I’m not always
who I oughtta be but I try,
I just wanna make you proud’a me,
proud to be at my side
in front of your family and mine
I thought of you
How quaint I know
Who writes letters anymore?
Or says things like "quaint"?
I don't know what this world's got in store
I'm sure I can take it.
Take it and more.
But I'm worried.
I worry for the things that go and the things that come.
I have yet to see clearly what I have and haven't done
And so I write, I write to yourself, truly
I thought of you today
Oh how you feel so far away
The flower that I grasp in vain.